How important is today's mass media in our lives? Going 48 hours without TV, radio, Internet, film, social media, MP3 players, and even cell phones will help answer that question as my Mass Communications students and I will undergo such an experience. To say it won't be easy is an understatement! Wish us luck!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Day 1
Day 2
Day 2
Day one
With the computer, I did not have any problem. It was at home, and I only stopped by to take a shower, so I did not use it at all. Unfortunately, I lost the bet with my friend because that night, I received a call from a friend from Mexico, the reason I answered was because I thought it was something important. He was in San Antonio and wanted to hang out. After that call, I noticed it was impossible to be without a cellphone because of emergencies, I don't know how our parents, lived without them.
Monday, May 9, 2011
Jessica Flores Day 2
Day 2
Today began as my normal routine on a typical workday. As opposed to using my phone for an alarm clock I decide to use my old alarm clock in order to stay away from that from of media. When I was awakened by my alarm I headed downstairs and ate breakfast at the table, No TV, no music, just time to think and talk with my mom. Not watching sports center before I headed to my sports affiliated job was difficult, I might add. As I loaded up for work I placed my phone in my pocket for emergency reasons to follow the guidelines. On my way to work I rolled the windows down as it was a cool morning and just listened to the ways of the road. I must say I enjoy listening to the radio more than the wind but this is all a learning experience, right? It was painful this morning, though. Today I worked from 9:00am to 6:30pm. I work at Team Express which is a business that takes sales orders over the phone and online for various sports teams and individual orders. It is obviously difficult to stay out of the media (phone and computer) in order to complete my job tasks but for today I only used these medias for this purpose only. I usually get on my phone in between calls and on my lunch break and today I had to refrain from doing so (which made for a very boring solo lunch break). Not being able to do anything while I was in between a call or order also made for a very slow day. However, to keep my self busy I went to my truck and removed some homework from my backpack and in between calls I worked on Accounting. Now, I must say, this was a plus to this assignment! As opposed to getting updated on sports and surfing the web and or playing games I got homework done while getting paid! J Not too shabby if you ask me. But, I still like my media!
Day 2
Day 1
day 2
Bullet Proof Vets? You have got to be KIDDING ME!!!!
Saturday
day 2
My Sunday started out better than most. I woke up to the smell of freshly fried bacon and I didn’t have to do anything all day. I was not used to this amount of free time. I guess it was my cross to bear. But, it was mother’s day and I had to do something. So what do you do for mom on Mother’s Day when you can’t use any media? Exactly, you take her to the lake to party with all of her friends and their families. Did I know anybody? No. But, who cares? I was there for the same reason as everybody else to have a good time. I met a couple characters and good times were had by all. The clock had reached three o’clock in the pm, and I had managed to not break any rules I was proud of myself. Then my phone started vibrating. I broke. I had to check to see what it could be. It’s my brother needing a helping hand to move out of his dorm… in college station. With the offer of my gas being reimbursed, I couldn’t really say no. After packing the truck for the trip, I realized not using the radio will be a test of wills on my part. While leaving the San Antonio city limits, I got to thinking about life, more specifically my life and what I was going to do with it. I was currently undecided in my academic pursuits. I knew what I liked and what I didn’t like. But, the drive for one particular field was just not in me. So I spent the better part of the trip to College Station trying to think deep down for the career that would make me most happy. I can’t say that I pin pointed it but I got pretty close. I must thank my professor for the sound of wind for four hours. After I helped my brother move, it was time to head back. It was one in the morning, technically Monday, so I drove home with the music blasting the whole way.
day 2
My Sunday started out better than most. I woke up to the smell of freshly fried bacon and I didn’t have to do anything all day. I was not used to this amount of free time. I guess it was my cross to bear. But, it was mother’s day and I had to do something. So what do you do for mom on Mother’s Day when you can’t use any media? Exactly, you take her to the lake to party with all of her friends and their families. Did I know anybody? No. But, who cares? I was there for the same reason as everybody else to have a good time. I met a couple characters and good times were had by all. The clock had reached three o’clock in the pm, and I had managed to not break any rules I was proud of myself. Then my phone started vibrating. I broke. I had to check to see what it could be. It’s my brother needing a helping hand to move out of his dorm… in college station. With the offer of my gas being reimbursed, I couldn’t really say no. After packing the truck for the trip, I realized not using the radio will be a test of wills on my part. While leaving the San Antonio city limits, I got to thinking about life, more specifically my life and what I was going to do with it. I was currently undecided in my academic pursuits. I knew what I liked and what I didn’t like. But, the drive for one particular field was just not in me. So I spent the better part of the trip to College Station trying to think deep down for the career that would make me most happy. I can’t say that I pin pointed it but I got pretty close. I must thank my professor for the sound of wind for four hours. After I helped my brother move, it was time to head back. It was one in the morning, technically Monday, so I drove home with the music blasting the whole way.
DAY 2 - Mother's Day
Day 2: Sunday May 8th
So I obviously broke the rules this morning in order to call my mom and grandma for mother's day... and even now as I type this post from my cell phone. I haven't been home all day so I decided to use my phone instead of computer. Like yesterday I woke up late and went for another swim. With a clean apartment thanks to my hyper-productiveness, I actually read a couple magazines instead of just skim through and just look at the pictures. Eventually my friends came over and we played monopoly. Of course, I won. After being a monopoly beast I craved mcalisters. I did use my phone another time, but it was to get show-times at the palladium in stead of using a "app" or Google. We decided to watch "Fast Five". It was so great to get out again and be surrounded by people...."is this real life?" The movie was awesome! Midnight was fast approaching and I couldn't wait to recharge my brain with useless status updates and pictures of peoples vacations. I'm surprised I didn't break the rules that much. The deprivation defiantly changed how I communicated... I didn't. Other than the times I was with friends I had no communication with anyone. If it wouldn't have been for my pre-planning, I wouldn't have had friends over. I don't think we are the dumbest generation. If anything it is the generation before us that is for allowing us to use new technology mostly as leisure and not resource. If school curriculum was altered in order to include intensive reading and writing there would probably be a lot less essays with text speech. I enjoyed living under a rock for two days. Good luck to everyone taking finals!
Day 1 Sunday
Day2 SATURDAY!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
day 1
Sunday, Day One
Today was Mother’s day and was probably one of the easier days to choose for restraint from any source of outside media. Nevertheless, it was still quite difficult for me to not watch TV, check on sports through, and check my social media and much more. My entire family revolves around sports and staying up to date on the latest updates for sports in our news. Therefore, staying out of the living room while they were watching the morning news sports as well as games, etc. was very difficult. I am a big golf and basketball avid, and with both sports being played this weekend it made it extremely difficult for me not to watch them. I have to admit I did sit at home and watch both on TV, but I was not on my cell phone like I usually am. I only used it for texting my parents. After I was done watching TV I went to my girlfriend’s house, and on the way over there I turned the radio off. I have to admit that was the most boring car ride I have ever taken. Listening to the engine can get kind of repetitive. However, the bright side to doing so can give you some time for deeper thinking and can help you remember things that may have been pushed to the back of your mind during the earlier days chaos. Once I arrived at my girlfriends house her parents were watching TV, I did ignore the TV and picked up a magazine to go read in the backyard. After spending some time outside not being able to watch TV with them inside, we went to go get something to eat We rode in the car together so this time listening to the stereo was not difficult to restrain from. Car rides are always joyous when there is more than one person in the car and conversation can happen. It was a great car ride with wonderful conversation and no stereo. I refrained from looking at my phone as well throughout the car ride and throughout the remainder of the day. It was very difficult to not look up the stats of the golf tournament or basketball games but in order to feel the way we used to without all sorts of media technology at our finger tips I was willing to step outside of my comfort zone and give it a shot. With all of this said, I never realized how much today’s society relies on all of the mass media until you do a project like this one. Going from having the ability to use your cell phone, watch TV, playing on the computer etc, to not being able to use anything the next day may be a little overwhelming for some, just like it was for me. I feel like I would not be able to adapt to not being able to use everything I am use to using everyday. I have learned that we rely greatly on technology and what it stands for. From news update, to the latest sports scores and staying in contact with our closets friends and family we depend greatly on these forms of media that keep us up to date, all of the time.
Day one
Day 1 Sat.
Day 1
I never realized how much of my daily life was really revolved around mass media. When given this assignment, I thought of how easy it was going to be since I wasn’t much of a TV person and how my little boy is just such a big distraction. I was definitely wrong especially since my little boy went to his grandmother’s house and I had plenty of time for myself. Since it was Saturday, I didn’t need an alarm or anything to wake me up. I started to get ready and took a shower just like I always do every morning. Then I proceeded to get my little one ready for his visit to grandma’s house. Everything seemed fine, until I was driving home. I usually call my friends on my way back from dropping him off since it’s the few minutes that I have by myself. I also turn on the radio, which I could not do. As soon as I got home, I told myself I was going to work on homework all day long. I sat down in the living room and turned on my computer to begin working. As I was reading my assignment, I realized I wanted some noise so I turned on the TV for some background noise. I didn’t even think about it! I had mentioned this project to my brother and when he walked into the living room, he asked me why the TV was on. It was so funny because it didn’t even click right away. A couple of hours passed and of course while doing my homework, I caught myself clicking on ‘new tab’ on my browser to open up Facebook. I had given up Facebook before and it hadn’t been hard at all but for some reason the fact that I couldn’t get on, made it more tempting. I still refrained. As far as texting goes, I left my phone in my room just so I wouldn’t get on it. I even deleted my Facebook application just so I wouldn’t randomly click it, like I always do even when I just closed the application. Thankfully, it was finally time to pick up my little boy around four, so I left without radio and without phone. It was the most boring ride of my life. When I brought him home, he fell asleep so I, of course, took a nap with him. The rest of the day, I spent outside with him and my parents, and just enjoyed the evening. It’s very rare that I go outside but since TV wasn’t allowed, I figured I might as well. It really was one of the best evenings spent with him, because he was having so much fun. I realized that being outside was way better than being inside even though he had tons of toys. He much rather spend time out on the jungle gym than playing with any of his things inside. Nighttime, was a little harder though. It’s usually my unwinding time where I watch TV after he falls asleep to go to bed. So instead of watching TV, I finished up some homework and went to bed early. I know I definitely had some slip ups. I honestly thought I would slip up with texting but I actually turned on the TV more. The radio while driving was definitely very hard just because the distance I drive to and from his other grandmother’s house is so long. I am more aware now of how much I use mass media.
Saturday, Day 2
Saturday morning my alarm was my dog jumping into my bed. Since she learned how to jump higher than a foot she’s always on the furniture now. All the jumping finally made me get up so I walked over to the kitchen and made myself some breakfast. My dad had the newspaper lying on the table so I decided to read and this was probably the fourth or fifth time I’ve picked up a newspaper to read. Now I may be over exaggerating but it’s defiantly a low count on how many times I read anything like a newspaper for “fun”. Reading through all the sections I learned a thing or two about what is actually going on. After I finished I went to go get ready for the day and passing through the living room and seeing my dad watch TV was probably the highlight of my morning even though it was sports center. Once I got done getting ready my dad and I went on a hike with my God Mother to have some lunch and so I probably spent the rest of the day with them until I had to go into work later that night. Work defiantly kept me busy and unconcerned about my deprivation considering we’re not aloud to use our phones. Luckily though I got out of work early and so driving home yet again with no music was irritating. Though I made it home without cheating and giving into the temptation of just pressing that button to turn on the Radio. Once I got home and changed out of my work clothes my Saturday night was pretty dull. I did the laundry, picked up around the house, and read over something’s for school. After all that I just picked up one my books on the shelves something my dad had by Dean Koontz. Having read a good chunk I slowly started to fall asleep feeling good about my dedication. All in all being surrounded my people all weekend with the busy events already planned helped me and really had me not notice other than when I was driving alone in the car.
Day 2 - Saturday
I will admit that I have checked my phone's text messages twice to look for anything important. Today is mother's day so I did call some relatives and talked to them briefly. There are some family members I must keep in touch with so I had no choice. I realized the best way to keep myself entertained was just to hang out with friends. Time goes by so much faster when you're with them. I can't wait for this to be over so I can get back to my normal technology filled lifestyle.
Day 1: A Day of Discovery
After a late night with friends (and sleeping in till after noon at a buddy's house) I got home around 1:30PM and went straight to my room. I didn't listen to the radio at all on the way home, so it was a nice, quiet drive, which can be good for the mind every once and awhile. But I conveniently forgot to turn off my mobile notifications for Twitter and ESPN fantasy sports, so I was still getting updates on my iPhone, which was totally breaking the rules, I know. After sending a few tweets (Hey, it was just a few!), I turned off my Twitter notifications but I still forgot to turn off my ESPN fantasy ones, which turned out to be a good thing (more on that later).
I spent the next five hours or so cooped up in my room reading my online students' discussion posts, which centered on Mark Bauerlein's "The Dumbest Generation" book, the same discussion that I conducted with my face-to-face students earlier in the week. As you would imagine, the discussion was heated but in a good, productive way. If anything, Mr. Bauerlein's book, however flawed and misguided it may be, really gets the discussion juices flowing with my Mass Comm students. During that whole time I didn't listen to any music on my laptop, nor did I check my Twitter or Facebook. I did take recreational breaks by reading magazines that I had bought the previous day at the bookstore. In fact, I loaded up on some novels, too, as I plan to do some more leisure reading since that's something I just don't do as much anymore. I will admit, though, that I didn't turn off my notifications for "Words With Friends," so the eight games I had going were also providing me with the occasional "digital diversion" as Mr. Bauerlein would say. What can I say? I'm as weak as any other "digital native" or "digital immigrant" out there.
Getting back to the reason why I was glad I didn't turn off my ESPN fantasy sports notifications: I would've never known that Detroit Tigers pitching ace Justin Verlander was throwing a perfect game against the Toronto Blue Jays! I had to watch such a historic feat since perfect games are so rare. Perfect games are when the pitcher not only doesn't allow a hit but also doesn't walk or hit a batter, thus retiring 27 straight hitters in a row. So I tuned in to the MLB Network for live coverage and saw Verlander lose his perfect game by walking a batter BUT he still was able to throw a no-hitter, his second (!) of his major league career. What's sort of ironic here is that last year his teammate Armando Galarraga had his perfect game taken away from him by a bad call by the 1st base umpire in the 9th inning. Even the umpire, distraught and fighting back tears, said he blew the call to reporters after the game. Anyway, I would've been kicking myself if I hadn't been able to watch the no-hitter unfold. Besides, I didn't see any of the NBA playoff games that day, so at least I deprived myself of that particular "digital diversion."
As for the nightcap, I decided to have the Pacquiao/Mosley fight at my house and I invited my family and friends. To help subsidize the cost to buy the PPV fight, everyone pitched in some money. I mean, PPVs these days set you back $65! I remember when they were around $45-50, which is still a lot but $65?! Yikes! So there were about 20 people here at my house for the fight, which was pretty good despite there not being as much fireworks as everyone would've liked. Mosley had never been knocked out before (and that stat still holds, by the way), so people shouldn't be too surprised that there weren't a lot of knockdowns. Pacquiao won in an unanimous decision over Mosley who seemed to fight to not get knocked out and was on the defensive the whole fight. After the fight I went over to a friend's house just down the road for a going-away party and ended the night there before returning home and going to bed.
In sum, the thing that struck me the most about my experiences Saturday was that I didn't give in to listening to any music whatsoever. I didn't even forget to turn off my radio whenever I was in the car, which also surprised me since that's usually the first thing that pops up when you start your car. Not me; as soon as I started my car I immediately made sure the radio didn't come on. And when I was on my laptop reading and commenting on my online students' posts not once did I listen to my iTunes or Last.fm libraries, which was very surprising, believe me. That's the "discovery" I made of myself on Saturday: That I wasn't as tempted to listen to music while grading and reading, which is something I do all the time and trust me, it's usually the most difficult type of mass media for me to go without for an extended period of time; well, that and my social media addictions such as Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, et al.
Saturday, Day 2
I woke up at 7:15AM to my annoying alarm on my iPhone. As I lean over to check to see if my friends are still asleep, I’m surprised that they are already out of bed and ready to eat breakfast. I rush out of bed, change, and unwillingly leave my iPhone buried deep in my suitcase.
Mmmmm! Biscuits and gravy! Scrambled eggs with toast! I can’t remember the last time I actually sat down at a table and had breakfast, especially without my iPhone or the T.V. to steal my attention away while I ate. I realized that a well rounded conversation with other people that brings laughter, deep thought, or positive feedback is a requirement of life. The instant reaction of what you say, as opposed to when someone replies back to a comment you left on the internet, has a much more profound impact on the way that you think and they way you will answer back.
After breakfast we stroll along a beaten path through the mountainside, this path eventually led us to a rock climbing station. As I put on my red safety helmet and blue harness, I think to myself that it would be great to “Google” this event as I have never done it in my life. The thought of trial and error never crossed my mind, as I am used to finding answers or techniques over the internet. Oh well, guess I’ll have to rely on my awesome physical abilities. As the guide secures me on a line, I am beginning to get nervous. I reach for the first crack on the rock wall and start to pull myself up, placing my feet in holes to support my weight. I start to look like Spiderman hanging on for dear life only a mere 3 feet off the ground. It is surprising how well I am doing for the first ten feet. Then I reach a point where the wall starts to get slippery, there are no sturdy spots where I can get a firm grip. My legs are shaking uncontrollably, sweat is getting into my eyes, and now I’m beginning to think that I never really had any awesome physical abilities. I look down and that seals the deal. My heart instantly starts pounding out of my chest and now my hands are starting to get sweaty. I look at my guide and with a great big smile, give him a get me off of this rock look.
We take another stroll through the mountainside and now I’m thinking how great it is to be here. It’s a big change of scenery of my everyday life. I’m not on my iPhone, playing games, or watching television. I quickly realize that being out in the wilderness with no form of mass media doesn’t bother me at all. It’s funny how quickly I have adapted to my surroundings. Maybe it is this easy because I am constantly busy.
We eventually stumble upon a zip line station. I am actually happy to see this station because I’ve done it before. Finally we reach the end of the line and are secured to the zip line. Hearing the sound of the zip line trolley screeching along the wire line brings music to my ears. I feel like I’m gliding across a long valley with no worries in the world. With my arms and legs spread out like a starfish and my head hanging back, I look into the blue sky and enjoy the silence of life for about 30 seconds.
Another hike through the mountainside brings us to a much more exciting event. Skeet Shooting! I look into the distance and see an orange disk spinning in the air. Then immediately after it’s released, the orange disk bursts into pieces. I wait for my turn and while I wait under the hot sun I chug down three bottles of water. I am tired and I have no clue on what to do with my time while I wait to shoot a shotgun. I catch myself reaching into my pocket for my phone. I have forgotten that I buried it deep into my suitcase. But this hot sun is now making me want to go to my air conditioned cottage and play a game on my iPhone. Finally it’s my turn and we each get six shots. I don’t’ even see the first disk fly up in the air. I point and shoot. BANG! My right shoulder is forced back and my eyes are wide open. I’m eagerly searching for the disk. Then I see it floating away in the distance. My guide tells me that I missed high. Shots 2 through 5 are the same. The image of an orange disk slowly floating away from me is seared in my brain. Last shot! PULL! This time I see the disk release. I quickly follow the disk in my sights. BANG! I hear a cheer from behind me and as I open my eyes I see a small piece of the disk change directions and the bigger remaining piece of the orange disk topple over towards the ground. Yes! I finally hit one. One out of six is not bad.
By the time we get back to the camp it’s starting to get dark. They have a coffee shop and my girlfriend’s brother and I decide to get a coffee. While I look over the menu I see that they also have smoothies. After a long day in the sun a smoothie will definitely hit the spot. While we wait for our drinks I spot a Chess board and invite my friend to a game. I quickly beat him in about 5 minutes, our second game another victory in 10 minutes. He says, “One more game.” This time I’m nervous because my luck is bound to run out. I guess I had one more in me because it only took me about another 15 minutes to defeat my opponent. Let the smack talking begin. Then I think wait, I’m in the middle of the wilderness with the closest sign of civilization was that Garven Store 23 miles away.
I had a very eventful day without any sort of mass communication to wastefully occupy my time. Even though I have survived almost 24 hours, I still couldn’t wait till the next day when we would be packing to go home.
I take out my iPhone and put it in my pocket, but turned off. We begin the drive home and make another pit stop at the Garven Store. This time we get ½ pound brisket sandwiches on a sesame seed bun with homemade BBQ sauce. It was so good that I didn’t say a word until I was finished.
I am looking out of the passenger side window watching trees pass by; I spot a radio tower and tell the driver to turn on the radio. Then I see a cell phone tower. I pull out my iPhone. Turn it on to check all of my missed texts, emails, and catch up on my Valor game. For the next couple of hours I’m glued to my phone and distance myself away from reality. It is funny how quickly I adapt to my surroundings and fall back to my everyday habits.
Day 1: Saturday May 7th
Day Two, Saturday
It felt so good to get up this Sunday morning turn the TV on and flip nonstop throught the channels for about 5mins. I have noticed that I may depend a little too much on mass media, but I also know that I can do without mass media. It was kind of a relief not having to reply to every text message or to answer the phone whenever it rang. I also felt accomplished having finished my homework before the weekend was over. I'm not sure if I would willing do this again, but I feel proud to say that I can live without mass media.
Day 2
This project was not as bad as it was played out to be. Yes, this allows more face to face time, and I'm not as cellphone or computer absorbed as I usually was. Taking a break from mass media I think, is good. It's like a breath of fresh air.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Friday, Day 1
I am one of the lucky ones that have no choice but to leave society behind and spend my time exploring nature and hopefully make a few new friends. My experience occurred last weekend. I was invited by my girlfriend’s brother in-law to a three day retreat sponsored by his church. I’m not a very religious person, so I just thought to myself that it’s going to be like a camping trip, but instead of sleeping in tents there will be cottages with bunk beds that will accommodate twelve people. I guess I am also fortunate enough to have my girlfriend’s two older brothers come along. Now I’m not too worried about being deprived of any sort of mass communication, but more focused on what her two brothers are going to do to me in a very remote area of Texas.
As I start reading over the packing list. My eyes immediately focus on the capitalized bold letters that spell out:
WHAT NOT TO BRING:
- iPods, MP3 Players, etc.
- Computers, Laptops, etc.
- Game Boys or similar devices
What am I going to do for three days without any of this stuff? How will I pass the time? Then I said to myself, “Suck it up!”
It’s 11:38 AM on Friday, I’m done packing and I’m waiting for my girlfriend’s brother to pick me up. To pass the time I start to play the new Mortal Kombat game for XBOX 360, getting my butt kicked by the Sonya Blade character. Buy the game if you were into the first two Mortal Kombat games. Actually just buy the game. I hear a knock at the door and I reluctantly turn off the gaming console. I think to myself, I’m already failing at this Media Deprivation Project. I’ll start on the car ride to the retreat.
As we start the drive to Camp Eagle, I pull out my phone and check the time. It’s 1:52 PM on Friday. The total hours in the car would be about two and a half hours, give or take a couple of minutes for restroom breaks and food. Again I pull out my iPhone and scroll through my games. I click on a game called Valor that takes up a lot of your time if you’re really into it. Only because leveling up a building is time sensitive, let’s say I wanted to level up my City Hall to level 1, I would have to wait 2 hours to build up enough resources required to level up my City Hall, then I would have to wait another twenty minutes for the City Hall to be completely built. I am constantly playing that game. If I just let it sit and do nothing. My resources would be maxed out and my building won’t be leveling up. Again as I click all the right buttons to level up my city. I’m thinking to myself again, strike two!!! So to justify what I was doing I tell myself that I’ll put my phone away when I am out of cell phone reception. My phone switches from 3G to Edge, a sign that we are slowly entering an area that is mostly inhabited by wild animals. We have been off of Interstate 10 for about an hour or so and come up to the crossroads of highway 41 and highway 83. On the corner is the Garven Store that has been in business for over 70 years. They do not have Wi-Fi but their Jerky is the best I remember having. I bought almost a pound of Jerky of a few varieties, Venison, Buffalo, and Beef. I did not care too much for the Venison or Buffalo, but their Teriyaki Beef Jerky was really good. As we left the store I check my phone again and finally, “NO SERVICE.”
After a long 8 mile drive on an unpaved road with the visibility of maybe 25 feet due to the dust stirred up by the car in front of us, we reach Camp Eagle at around 5:30 PM. I grab my bags, pick the top bunk, change into my swimming trunks and head for the river. First activity we do is kayak down the river. Then we hiked up the river and explored a cave. During this time I was just enjoying the wilderness and being out there with my friends. On arriving at the camp we meet a guy with a portable XM radio searching for game six of the Spurs/Grizzlies Playoff series. Crap!!! Strike Three!!! As I listen to the final seconds of the game, I disappointingly retire to my cottage, take a shower, climb in my top bunk and set my alarm on my iPhone. I think to myself that tomorrow will be a better day for me and my Media Deprivation Project.